MIA-ing from comp again , leave messages , will reply as soon as possible .
well , im told to give up & i did . i didt want to hurt either one of you , yes , im suppose to do what i need to do yet i didt . i can't bare to do that , well , next time maybe i would not be able to do anything to yur guys anymore . i leave you both to do whatever you want :> . i promise i wont answer yur calls or reply yur messages anym , this case is all my fault kays . none of anyone's fault & im the one whos causing it okay . I apologise for what i did okays & im wrong at first . If im here day by day , case opens & open , more & more problems will come , should i trust anyone now ? i dunt even know . ya , im with you guys shows crazy , i laugh real hard out , but i didt know that my heart feels . nothing , nothing funny . i now cant even take care of myself , it happened really seriously , my life can end now or tmrw , i dunt know . im sorry if i kept on telling lies & i dunt want to hurt anybody anymore . let it be , let me carry the pains , i dunt want to let you guys to carry it with me , its really painful & you guys dunt understand , now , no one will understand me . well , my heart , every thing is blank now , if i pestered you before , i apologize , i might will forget you guys soon or later :> . bye .
Last post :) i will not be bloging anym . tags will be replied soon or later .
BYE..